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Monday, August 14th, 2006
4:54 pm	friendship I don't have a best friend.. ahaha, i have really good friends. But i don't have one of those friends that you see like every day && that you always love and can do everything and anything with and trust them with all your secrets. I used to have one like thatt. but she changed. and i try to convince myself that its was for the best. But it wasnt. infact it was the worst thing that ever happened to me. and we just started talking to each other again. but things will never be the same. which pisses me off. because we had something great. ,33 Current Mood: angry (Comment on this)
4:22 pm	listen I hate all those movies.. about love and happines and finding someone that accepts you and all those wonderful things. they just piss me off. Because that doesnt happen. Its fake. It's a trick. They make it seem like things are as simple as "I love you." "I love you" doesnt solve any problems. It doesnt make any money. It isnt reality. They are selling something, not the movie. They are selling the idea it represents. An idea that breaks peoples hearts. An idea, that society believes in. It's causing people to starve themselfs, because they think that if they are pretty and skinny and "perfect", maybe they will have that fake love like in the movies. maybe someone will love them. oh, how far people will go for "love." This makes me so depressed. ...That people feel this way. and who is there to blame?. the media? the filmakers? For the filmakers its merely expressing their dream, and for the media writers It is just a job that pays. Maybe the real person to blame, is ourselves... We are so oblivious to everything. We Don't know what the fuck is real, or fake. We don't know what we want, Just what others tell us we want. Just what movies, magazines, and fucking television tell us we want. Things arent as simple as "i love you." We all wish It was. But whats the worst, Is that we will never admit any of it. Everyone Is so lost, And they have no clue. I sure as hell know I am.. What is the solution to this damage? Is there one? Is there any hope, the society will stop driving around in their mother fucking hummers, and walking on filthy urine stained cement in their fucking 500$-1,000$ shoes for something that is fake? America is known for being the "Land of Plenty." Yeah, right. The land of plenty lies. Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)